OH LORD... WHAT I HAD DONE AGAIN????!!!!..... AYOKO NA!!
As the year 2010 starts . i promised to myself that i will think more positively and make my last remaining 1 month (i think) being a high school student. Gosh, I'll be graduating in 2 months time. but how can start my year 2010 rigth if theirs still haunting feeling inside of me.
As i read a book entitled " Chicken Soup for the Christian Soul", i had read a quotation saying "If your going to forget and to forgive others, you mustn't resent and remember the past." It seemed so weird for me to read kinds of books like that because i read mostly romance novels. But that quote left an arrow through my heart. I was struck and t made me to meditate for the things that i have done through the past.
I realized that I am not true to myself. He's not the one who doesn't forgive and forget. ME. I am the one who can't forgive and forget. I am the one who kept that distance spaces between us. I was eaten by my PRIDE. I wasted everything.
but there's still questions that passes through my mind. Did I ever tried?. Did I do my best to resolve?. Have I done my part?. I don't know.
Move on. As if nothing happens. pero paano?...